Encore Thanksgiving Show, Being the Balm:Blessing Poker – Caroline with Deborah Felmeth
Nutrient rich. Power of Stories & Ancestor Mentors, Bedouin Blessings, Seamus Heaney, Mirabai, I Ching, composting the template of despotism, & more!
Gathering energetic woof to get us to the Winter Solstice. Warmth within as we enter the Dark…
Yo Team,
Finding this a worthy lovely encore proffering..
(my 2nd listen)
(I had a throat adventure, swallowing felt like broken glass,
that brought me to all day emergency room Now – all jaunty…
and better than before….ish…)
We aspire to cooperate with everything,
therein be the magic guiding thread through underworld woods…
Saturn on chariot pulled by Dragons (Atlas Maior, Amstelodami, 1662)
An ordeal becoming a gift…
Saturn-Jupiter
Responsibility – Opportunity
Compression-Expansion
choreographic pulse…
A gift of me, not speaking (in any formal capacity)
this week… A protective Saturn boundary – leading to great Jupiter expansion…
Less speaking – more listening…
(All praise, to Eryn, for gently guiding all speaking gigs this week
into their even more desirable time.)
So I could keep many appointments with myself, I didn’t know I had;
diving to find the original liberating enthusiastic impulse to all my endeavours…
From “Got to- to Get to!“
“We Get to! (fill in blank)…”
Saturn-Jupiter guiding..
Compression to expansion –
The ordeal to the Gift
Captain Moon and Miss Fox
On Monday, after Sunday’s all day extravaganza at Emergency Room,
(many wizards, magic be everywhere… if we release resistance and are available
ha-ha woo-hoo…)
my doggies had a terrible crisis,
that I precipitated by unwittingly feed them the dregs of my soup bowl,
which contained onion & garlic…I hadn’t realized it as a serious dog poison
(Coyote and Wolf Dog could metabolize anything)
I then discovered in on-line delving: mega poisonous especially for Shiba Inus…
They were in real trouble, and I couldn’t reach them,
one all hidden, spooked, darting between bushes,
the other hunkered down, wedged way under deck…getting cold…
and I lost my calm and pluck, and feared for their lives.
Then,
neighbor responded to my cry for help,
with calm, reassuring competence,
and I could carry Miss Fox into house, warm her up, feed charcoal.
Finally rounded up Captain Moon at 6am next morning…
Saturn ordeal but now great Jupiter, bigger love, gratitude perspective…
Community kindness…
Fear – Relief
Pain – not Pain
And today, December 3rd, an appointment,
that whenever I forget to keep, it keeps me…
Tis the day that my baby, Noah GreenLeaf died and was born in 1983…
…Grief, gratitude and Mystery are symbiotic dance partners…
Every life so precious and worthy.
Not easy to get here, all deserve essence nourishing…
Who shows up – when we call out, and can’t do it alone?!
And for whom do we show up?
A Bedouin family sitting in front of their tent in the Sahara desert. (Frans Lemmens)
The Bedouin show up for strangers.
All kin.
We want to create a community of showing up
– so that when beings call out, in lonely despair, for help –
competent supportive ingenuity responds …who brought what?
Mutual Aid Reciprocal Blessings Abounding
And, in the midst of all this an email from an ancestor ally
offers me Han Dynasty Dragon Tomb doors…
(Dr Wu’s gifts were always wonderful, ambiguous and burdensome…
Might be better just as a dream image.)
But again very Saturn Jupiter, massive stone tomb doors,
weighing 1000 pounds, could be portals as well…
Simultaneously the last of my 3 white Angel Fish dies…
and I remember the Chinese, and Dr Wu, not sentimental
about the deaths of others… “thank fish for taking away bad karma…”
all part of a narrative dreamscape, to which we all have customized access…
Let’s be friends with the Spooky Mystery Time…
Magic Circle, John William Waterhouse
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notes on this radio re- cahoot –
T’is a conversing to stimulate more and more conversations…
Much herein enticed me to spiral into self-conversing…
Remember the I Ching commenting on the trump inauguration:
“darkest of black magic, in which 5 venomous creatures are put in a jar,
until one of them kills and eats the other…”
which I thought was a pretty good assessment.
But now, the question arises,
“But who put them in the jar?”
Let’s direct our attention there.
Not to further feed nefarious advanced thuggery,
but to track…
yes.
to the source, ever deeper…
What has given rise to cruel creepitude
Inanna · Ishtar · Venus
*Neptune trines Venus,
at her Halloween degree of really calling it in now,
that we do dissolve the template of despot from the repertoire of humanity…
And she quintiles, opens the portals twixt herself and Jupiter,
for practical positive sorcery,
such as:
Composting corruption into nutrient for democracy
Dissolving the spell of intimidating Inquisitional tyranny –
Ally Ally in come free!
and
Grief expressed is a sacrament of kinship…
Remembering – all the children in cages are the sacred Nativity…
All the liberated Visionary Activists, can now, invite,
out of the composting cauldron, the Jupiter journey,
for the reunification of all the families.
Heimdallr (guardian of Asgard) and his nine water mothers (W. G. Collingwood)
Venus quintiles Jupiter who oppositionally swooshes
to the Moon in Cancer, Big Mama protector.
Tis an elegant statement of availability…
In the Faery Tales, we gotta ask the myriad expressions of Big Mama
to help find the children…
(and make Mara Lago immigrant housing!)
We “get to” dive down – to re-emerge available
“to be danced into place where we can do the most good,
have the most fun, contributing our considerable unique gifts to the community,
in a manner of replenishing reciprocal blessing….”
and so on, let’s all make up own words…
Botanicum – Tree of Life by Katie Scott
(and on radio, I meant to say Jupiter and Saturn in Aquarius will square!
Uranus in Taurus, the Trickster Mind of Nature. (I mis-spoke “trine”).
Square be strong assignment to re-harmonize that which has been
falsely estranged:
Democratic Animism Now! (Aquarius-Taurus cahoot)
and, for bonus points:
The South Node of Moon is 19+ Sagittarius,
which astrologers reference as the climate crisis degree…
necessary long term cyclical participatory foresight.
I love my long time astro ally, Sylvia Hanley, saying
the South Node is what we already know how to do.
So we, with our ancestor, mentor allies, Flora Fauna Fungi,
Mind of Nature – we know how to do this!
